Update!

Hello,

It has been so long since i last posted something in here. Well, what is it now? I do have something in my mind though but me being me, lazy. Now is exam week and life is pretty busy when you have to study three hard subjects and the university just decided to put all three papers near each other. Now i am done with two of it and this Saturday will be the last one. Ive already considered it as a freedom after that paper when actually i have another paper on 7th. Hiuhiuhiu, don't know why i cant be bothered by that one. Maybe coz my carry mark is already A? Maybe. Well, i don't want to talk about exam now, lets move on to next part.

Frisbee? Yeah, right now I'm in a new team, Credo. I could say that i don't regret my decision on not playing with Honey Badgers this time. Credo gives me opportunity to improve on myself and also, this team helps me understand plays better. It's awesome how i can see different style of playing between Badgers and Credo. Initially, i was supposed to join Badgers with Adam but then i changed my mind and go for Credo (Adam was sad). Deep down, i know I'm giving up on playing with Badgers. I don't see myself a part of them and that scares me. I realised this right after Uni Games and i have to admit, i started to not enjoy frisbee after that. Luckily, theres my favourite team in the world which is CMSA! I love playing with them and i could say our chemistry is quite strong! Because of them, my interest for frisbee is slowly building up and Hamner was fun :). I don't hate it but i kind a annoyed when they keep on putting me handling. I want to try cut too :(.

Life in general is okay. I guess... Ahahaha, well, pretty busy with BERSATU works but I'm just super proud with my team coz they all are very high spirited and enthusiastic when doing their works. They are so freaking pro-active! Now, we've booked our sports venue and accommodation and we're like 30% done on our works! Im super super super proud of them.

Ive been hanging out in the library too often that i can feel there's gap forming between me and my flatmates. That actually scares me. I have to admit, going back to the flat after studying, sitting on the sofa with them and try to join in whatever they do is pretty awkward. I'm there but i don't feel like I'm there. Pretty scary but we'll see. Maybe we all will be fine after exam. Hopefully.

Some people are getting on my nerve especially when they call me 'shi shi'. OMG! I hate it so much! I don't know why people like to change my names a lot but i really hate 'shi shi'. Ikhwan likes to call me that and this actually started from Hadri. Well, i finally told him i don't like it and also i told kian seng the same time. IT'S JUST IKHWAN WHO NEVER WANT TO STOP CALLING ME THAT! Im getting annoyed and just now, when he was around, i totally ignored him. Also, i find it disgusting for people, especially guys to talk about stuff such as 'dick' 'sex' and etc. I mean, i am able to tolerate when it's not related to me but when they use it directly on me, i just find it disgusting. I know they were joking and i know I'm supposed to be just open and cool about it but i cant stop feeling disgusted. I shall be more open minded and be cool with it. Hmm, yup.

I  guess thats all for now. I mean, i have a lot more to say but Im just too lazy and i don't think its important enough. Hehehehe

Ciao!

P/s: It breaks my heart to find out my crush likes someone else