First thing first, i have a boyfriend now... LIKE LEGIT, A BOYFRIEND!💃
Who would have thought uh?
It feels so good to like someone and it is not one sided!
I just feel like everything is too good to be true right now
He's just perfect for me...
I mean, yeah, i do have some 'dream guy' thingy but he ticked most of the boxes
AND EVEN THE UNTICKED ONES ARE JUST TOO PETTY TO CARE☺️
I have been thinking about it and the only reason i like about him is because i like him as a whole
I like everything about him and of course, there are parts of him that i find scary/annoying but I'm cool with it as i know how to react to it (not everyone is perfect, even i have my own flaws)
In conclusion, i am with someone right now.
I cant stop smiling on how my post on this blog is starting to change.
From being stressed about having to fall for him to this!
We are very open with each other and he has my trust now.
I finally brought down the 'wall' that i have built up since high school and he is the first one to see the third side of myself; no regrets👌
All the insecurities, all the deep thoughts and all the childishness, he has seen it.
Another good thing about him is the fact that we were best friends which makes things easier and more interesting
However, i always get nervous when i know he's there watching me play.
It's the same feeling that i always get when my parents come and watch me play
Huh, the feeling that i might disappoint them.
I have to work on that....😕
So on my birthday, he made the day. Of course, mai and the rest made it too 💜
He came in the morning, with presents! He bought my fav Starbucks drink and he even cooked me lunch! ☺️
After that, we went out to the city, walked around and it felt so nice to just spend time together.
He knows I like walking and he went for it even though he doesn't like it (sorry boy, it's my day).
Afterwards, we went to Madam Woo and we had dinner. I had a feeling that my Flatmate must be up to something and oh my God, he is really bad at surprises😂.
We were on our way home and he kept on going here and there, suddenly wanting to eat dessert, then wanting to help Mai gets ice cream. I had a feeling that he's working on something with my flatmates.
When I reached home, flatmates surprised me with my favourite cake!!
The most interesting thing is, they helped Adam decorated my room coz he wants to officially ask me out. It was great but my room was kind a messy that time so I found it funny at the same time😂
It was a great date to mark it as our 'day' and since early of this year, I have wished that something good has to happen during my birthday.
Adam and I kind a confessed to each other on the 4th but unfortunately, it was just a confession to him while i thought that was the beginning of us as bf and gf.
Then, he talked to Mai and Mai encouraged him to get 17th as the official date.
At first I didn't want coz I was scared. I was scared that this will ended up bad and it will scar me but I should not be worried about it.
We both have promised that we will stay close even if things don't work out.
I know it will be hard but our friendship worths so much that I don't want to lose it.
He realised he liked me way earlier than me realising that I like him. What stopping him was his fear of losing me as his friend. But mai confronted him and he just knew he has to confess (if Mai didn't confront, he would not even confess, MEAN!) 😂
Thanks Mai💜
Up until now, we've quarelled a bit but we solved it quickly. We were honest with how we feel and although it's annoying, it makes things better. Everyday, we learn about each other and it's interesting on how we can just handle each other's annoying-ness. We looooovvveeee to be dramatic and childish with each other. It's good that we know how to handle each other. 👍
From the bottom of my heart, he has set the standard high and if things don't work out, I will be having a hard time to get someone on par or better than him.😥
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