We're not in a relationship right now but the way we act is as if we are in one
We are not even together, but we have been meeting each other almost everyday
We have never said i love you to each other but we have sent so many heart shapes
I dont know what we are right now but all i know is i am definitely falling for him
Whenever i feel down, i want him to be with me, to hug me and to encourage me
Whenever im happy, i want him to be the first person to know about it
And he is always the first person that comes into my mind each day
I dont know how he feels about me but all i know is he is important to me now
From him, i learned many things.
I learned that i am capable of give and take.
I learned how to love someone dearly but have no expectation.
I learned to control myself to not be deeply in love.
I learned to understand how a guy thinks and be more reasonable.
I learned to control my jealousy.
I learned to care and to be honest with what i feel.
I even learned few things about myself.
I learned that i would never say things i do not mean where i wont say i miss him when i do not miss him
I learned that what i care more from a partner is compassion, passion and warmth.
I also learned that what i want from him is;
I want him to be there when i am sad and angry.
I want him to know how i feel and how warm hug is all i need.
I want him to be there to support me in everything i do; watching me play games even when it's hot or when it rains.
I want him to have faith in me and know that i am scared of failing
I want him to tell me the truth even when he knows it's gonna hurt me but with care
I want assurance that he will always be there for me and i can always trust him
I just hope he feels the same way.
Saturday, July 1, 2017
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