Update! Re: The Beginning of New Chapter

Just need to update coz believe it or not, 
A lot have happened this last 2-3 days.

Firstly, I feel happier with Adam now.
We talked about this relationship and i like how its going.
He tried to spend more time with me and he tried to commit to it.
I appreciate his effort.

Two days ago, Huda called and told me that she has to go back soon,
GO BACK FOR GOOD.
I was so upset that my sickness got worst.
I went to see a doctor and yeah, i was identified with viral pharyngitis AGAIN.
The doctor believed that my immune system is down due to the stress of moving up to Auckland.
It is true as i had this before when i was stressed out with BERSATU last time.

Aqira had to go back (and he left yesterday) because he forgot to renew his visa.
He will come back next year to continue his studies.
This affected Mai so bad and I pity her.
As expected, not long after that, Mai made up her mind and told me she's leaving for Malaysia for good.
I knew it's coming but I guess I'm just not prepared.
I thought I will get to see her whenever i come back to Christchurch.

Me leaving Auckland means that me and Adam will be on LDR but i prefer to call it as MDR.
It will be hard but I have faith. I have faith that we will go through this.
I like how he does think of coming up to visit me and I like how he up for my idea of going for trips to compensate the times that we could not spend with each other.
We even set out few rules with each other and those are:-

1) We have to talk to each other, at least keep each other updated or check on each other
2) If we fight, don't sleep with it. Solve it
3) Don't keep secrets, always always tell each other. But honesty with tactful
4) Don't cheat (He came up with this XD)

I think we are trying to keep this relationship simple and go with the flow. I like it.

Alhamdulillah, this morning Huda called me and she said her grandma is getting better and she will only go back in January. I will most prob stay with her and some of our kys friends. Am i looking forward to it? Maybeeeeee....

That's all for now. Ciao!